Folks, as of late, I've posted some seemingly certifiable sick humor.
Rest assured I'm quite same. No need to call the blue wagon.
It's just my way of keeping my sanity.
Things are still quite tough, and I need my at times overly sick, black humor.
If I loose this, I'm doomed.
This early year started with a totally devastated economy, only saved because my parents sold house and transferred some surplus.
Then a trial in court against me. Then, in between the two court meetings, my old man died from cancer in ways I shall not describe.
I lost the case because of this; simply weren't prepared well enough for the second, final court meeting.
Actually, the jurist and the lawyer arranged how to 'run' me, because the jurist had to, because I was about disclosing something the system doesn't want out.
The case itself was a minor thing in itself, so that I got 'managed' was because of said disclosure. It wasn't too expensive on me, and I look at it more like paying for a training course into how such mechanisms really operate. Very useful, should I get into another court sometime.
I've spend 4½ years looking into how pretty much everything on this planet works, and what I've learned has left me.. questioning the sanity of the worth of living, to the point of often wakening up, thinking "Smith & Wesson, the original Point-and-Click interface".
Nope, I'm not at all suicidal; it's just that having lived likely 2/3rd of my life, and then finding out pretty much everything I thought about pretty much everything has been one big lie, has had a somewhat devastating effect on my mind.
Good for me I have 24/7 contact to Cosmos
Been trying to make contact to dem extra terrestrials. If successful, I'd ask for a job as a deck mate with the comment "just get me off this damned rock!".
Right now, I'm piss scared of not making it getting my apartment sold before Deutche Bundesbank becomes the next Lehman Brothers.
If this happens, as it is actually attempted, it'll make the 2008 crisis look like a Sunday school picnic.
Do note: I've spend 4½ years on these things, so..
Last time such a large mechanism was successfully executed was the October 1929 NYSE crash - and this could be felt for four decades!
If you mostly watch Main Stream Media, which is pretty much all owned and controlled, you may not agree, and suggest I chill a Bit.
Well, we'll see..